March 5

The last couple days I haven't been filled with an overwhelming sense of sadness. The dates of March 2-5 haven't sent me into a funk or anything.

But more than anything I find myself saying "3 years ago I was  ____".

Like right now...March 4 at 11:37pm....I think I was hanging out with my friends Kelly and Amy. Maybe talking. Maybe watching The Simpsons. Either trying to process or trying to distract myself. And I think a Shamrock Shake was consumed. 

So that's where I am. Not in a terribly sad place right now. Just remembering what it was like. And still having a hard time believing that those moments actually happened.